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I'm using this thing again? [01 Jul 2007|11:37pm]
So this live journal still exists and a few people that I never talk to anymore still post their experiences of the week with such enthusiasm. Basically every time I log on this account I read about Giovanna and Evan McCarley's lives. I dunno If they even see my journal page anymore. Probably removed me since I never logged on this thing. ah but if they do see this then yay for them for having faith in my unused live journal.

What amazes me is that I knew Evan McCarley who lived down the street but we never hung out outside of school. I don't know why we never did. I remember when we first met. Back in PE with Coach Kramer. I thought she was the weirdest girl I had ever met. Though I think I was pretty weird too (Still am). Evan was always making goofy scenes. She started getting everyone to pet my hair sophomore year. and I think she came up with the puppy nickname too. and soon my head was pet at least once every day that year Ha ha ha. good times. Its kinda crazy how it only takes one person to meet like 30 other people. If it wasn't for Evan I probably would of stayed super shy and anti social in high school. I remember having a crush on Hannah and then saying stupid shit because she didn't have the same feelings for me. man so immature of me. I never realized how mad evan was were until now. but thats all in the past. Things are different now. Its just weird that I'm now recalling all this past. Makes me curious as to what happened to everyone.
Giovanna... You and Hannah were off in some pirate fairy renfest world pretty much the whole time I knew you two. Hehe but yea anyways I sure bugged you a lot in web mastering. sorry.. nothing better to do..

so yea those are some people who I wouldn't mind seeing again. we should get together sometime let me know if you can read this.
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19 sucks already. [18 Mar 2007|09:17pm]
yea lots of shit happening. this weekend was my birthday. yea so there was some hanging to do with lots of people but not enough time to hit up everyone.. I woke up fresh after a long night of drinking with some old friends. rough night, people puking and even someone shit their pants and on my garage floor. hot girls showed up and quickly left. bummer. too much sasuage as usual. I went to work to visit some people. then tried to make plans for lunch with someone but that failed. So I went to colin's around 3pm. I got really fuckin high off of weed cake. so I was high from 6pm-1am and when your that high you tend to not wanna move or go anywhere or do anything except watching shitty stuff on tv. I got so many calls that day. One being from a friend who is starting to piss me the fuck off. I called this guy and asked him if he wanted to order lil ceasar's pizza and eat it in the park on the glorious day it was. he responded "Oo this is like a date you set up with your grandma." This pisses me off. This guy believes that he is soooo important that he has to hang out with me on my birthday for more than just one hour. I'm sorry, why don't i just ignore all my other friends and only worship you as my only friend cuz your "that special" and you deserve more than a lunch in the park. bullshit!

Listen here steve, I am a simple man. Yes, my birthday is a special day, Yes my birthday is significant to me. But, whether its my birthday or not you are not that special. All my birthday means is that I have lived on this hellhole of a planet for another year. I don't care about doing big things on my birthday. I prefer not to. I like my birthday to be simple. Its my birthday, why do you have to feel like your the most important thing on my mind? I think of others too. I have friends. You may think I'm your best friend, I don't have best friends. No one to me could be a best friend because even best friends can fuck you over. You need to stop acting like a controlling bitch and start acting like a friend. Be fuckin satisfied that I could have spent an hour with you on my birthday if you had been satisfied with hanging out for one hour you would have at least saw me on my birthday. but no you didn't see me on my birthday because you have to be a bitch and bitch about how I don't make plans days ahead of time when you could have gone because you left your schedule open for me on my birthday. You didn't find lunch in the park good enough so you basically blew me off when I asked you to hang out with me . I don't plan my shit until the day it occurs. I'm a procrastinator bitch. I didn't want to make plans because I don't like being on a fixed schedule. I wanna do whatever the fuck I want on my birthday and its better when I don't know what I'm gonna do next. All I wanted was a simple meal at a park on a nice day with a friend but no you have to bitch and complain that its not good enough. It is fucking good enough to me. It is not what you think is good enough, your just suppose to be polite and accept the fact that it may not be a lot of time to hang out but at least its something. and that little something is what is important.
I'm tired of your pesimistic attitude, you get pissed off over the tiniest things.

This is the way I saw our conversation yesterday.
Omg I asked you an hour before lunch if you wanted to have lunch... Stephen: "Its too late I haven't eaten yet and I'm sitting at home, and I could easily come but I won't because you should have told me a year ago that you were planning this lunch."
yea fuck him seriously he needs to be fucked in the ass by a woman. I'm not taking this shit.

I love my friends, I just am not committed to showing them my love. Just know that If I still talk to you, I consider you a friend.
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[29 Jul 2006|09:56pm]
I feel like I screwed somebody over and helped another one out bigtime. Theres this girl named jaye. I met her last year through my friends colin and nathan. She first met nathan then she met colin and they started dating. Jaye fucked up and messed around with other guys and pissed off colin she left with some guy named luke and moved out to dayton, Tx. Luke and Jaye dated for a year until jaye got in contact with me and told me she wanted to see colin again. Thus this mades Luke want to tell her to get out. Jaye goes o no I need luke because he provides me house and home. But I love colin so I'm gonna go to houston and fuck him and not tell luke. Luke thinks something is up but Jaye tells him that they will get back together. Jaye, hiding behind all these lies would tell me her business. So I get a call from the Luke guy. He asks me What Jaye has been doing while shes in houston. I tell him shes been fucking around with colin. Luke is a nice guy He took jaye in because she had no where to go. He took this burden. I respect that. What I don't respect is what Jaye did to Luke. So now Jaye is getting kicked outta Luke's place. I wonder what she is going to do now. I feel bad for doing that to her but I think it was the right thing to do. I'm still hiding around one lie but thats gonna change. I'm gonna confess my past actions to one of my good friends. If he hates me so what? I'll always have other friends but at least I'll know I did the right thing.
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[28 Jul 2006|09:30am]
I woke up this morning and Behold! Before my eyes lay the box of the sacred laptop of chaotic vengence. Alas I can't open it until I return from work today. Anyways I prefer to do it that way.
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[08 Jul 2006|12:22am]
im getting in shape I worked out and ran yesterday and I ran all over my neigborhood in random directions tonight. If I keep this up I might get some cut outta this.
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[12 Jun 2006|01:41am]
Tonight was amazing. I feel like my severly thrashed heart has been given some super medicine and its almost back to full health. I feel damn good and happy. I never thought it would happen again but it did. I'm just glad I kept a little faith.

Blaze I shall tell you the good news when you come back.
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Guitar Hero [10 Jun 2006|11:11am]
So it has been a while since I've updated.

Everyone if you are reading this, get guitar hero. I am so addicted to that game. It blows you away even on medium diffculty. Cowboys from hell, I use to not care much for that song until I played it on guitar hero. I fuckin love that song now. Danielle you only caught a glimpse of what you played with me. Theres way more songs now. Blaze, me and you will definately be playing this shit when you get back. So last night I hung out with Erin and Jamie Crawford, playing guitar hero of course. Lots of cuddling which is always nice. but man they kick my ass at guitar hero. We played until 1:30am

I've been organizing a lot of stuff recently. I set up a checking account for myself and set up online banking so I can transfer my own money from now on and not have my dad do it. I organized my file cabinet for college. Hmm what else did I do? probably didnt smoke any crack. yea thats about it. Hmm I may hang out with Greg Roberts today, I haven't hung out with that kid in 2 years.
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[25 Apr 2006|11:19am]
happy birthday to the giovanna

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[24 Apr 2006|08:41am]
Last night I had a very freaky dream. My family and I went to this old cabin to spend a week. What we didn't know is the old cabin was cursed. Bad shit would happen. Almost anything you tried to do right would go wrong. You couldn't take your eye off anyone else for a second or else an evil clone would appear. My brother had an evil clone that tried to kill us. The real brother told me the devil is attacking us and this time I believed him because all this weird shit was happening. I could feel a dark presence around me. We found this book that had a way to break one of the multiple curses on the house. from what I dreamed there were 10 but I don't remember all of them. But to break one curse you had to grill 10 chickens and season one with this bad stuff we found in the cabin. put them all in a pot and somehow they fused into this tiny little hard boiled egg like thing that was filled with an oozing liquid that wasn't yoke. the attempt to break the curse failed. I noticed somehow that if I thought in my mind (push back the daemons) they would actually be pushed back, but for a price. The more I pushed them back with my mind, the angrier and the more rage I would obtain as if I were turning into a daemon myself. Randomly there was a party at the cabin and I could feel the daemons getting angry and so some people died. Now I can't remember anymore but, I just woke up to write this because this was an intense dream. I mean god damn I thought it was real.
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[12 Apr 2006|08:14pm]
It is finally happening! I am building my own art website. I am currently constructing it. I plan to have it ready at least by 4/20. I think that would be a cool day to unveil it. You may wonder what is going to be on my site? well basically there are going to be a lot of thumbnails to view. Also there will be a forum to start up discussions on my work. This is a fun project for me and I hope you will all enjoy it.
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[17 Mar 2006|02:16am]
I turn 18 today. this is crazy. May today Kick ass.
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[08 Mar 2006|04:48pm]
I hate hickies. God damnit. Just when the other 2 start to go away, I get a new one. lame.... Fuck necks! arghhh no more touching my neck.
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I saw Coldplay bitch! [26 Feb 2006|03:44pm]
Man I had a kick ass weekend.

Friday night.

I went ice skating with Tatiana. It felt good sweeping through everyone on the ice. Its the only place where I feel fast and in place. Later we went to the movies. We saw Date. It was funny but the potty humor was wayyyyyyy overdone.. Anyways a fun night.

Saturday night.

My sister got Coldplay tickets and her husband couldn't go, So I saw coldplay live. My first concert besides rodeo music events. I hated the fact that everything that coldplay played, was distorted. Voice was drowned out 90% of every song. It was so unclear. I could make out all the songs I've heard before on the radio but jeez this was piss poor. I don't hate coldplay's music its just the fact that I had to experience crappy quality the night I see their concert. My sister and I went to this restuarant called Sushi King.It sounds like some cheesy sushi place, but actually its quite nice. very expensive too. There was a whole group of people we were eating with. The bill came up to over 500 bucks! I never had sushi before. I decided to give it a try. All I have to say is that sushi isn't nearly as bad as I thought it would be. Some of it is really good while others were ok. I just ate them whole. Tried not to think about it being weird tasting. It was a good night.


busy work day, now im gonna nap for the rest of the day. mmmm..
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[09 Feb 2006|07:47am]
I've been chained to this one girl for about 3 months now. I finally sent her the message to stop leading me on. So I don't have to worry about her still liking me because I'm moving on. The weights of heartache are off my shoulders now.
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[03 Feb 2006|10:37am]
My day is getting shittier and shittier by the second. Found out something this morning that pisses me off. 2nd period I failed a quiz 3rd period art someone put this dirty board ontop of my painting almost ruining it completely by getting pastel dust and more shit on it. Now Giovanna isn't here for webmastering and we need to go find our teacher and talk to her about the website we have to do. Maybe I should just go solo on it. More to come later.
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[03 Jan 2006|07:45am]

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Blame Canada.

Get your resolution here

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[02 Jan 2006|10:37pm]
I used to like to walk the straight and narrow line
I used to think that everything was fine
Sometimes I'd like to sit and gaze for days through sleepless dreams
All alone and trapped in time
All alone and trapped in time

I wonder what tomorrow has in mind for me
Or am I even in it's mind at all
Perhaps I'll get a chance to look ahead and see
Soon as I find myself a crystal ball
Soon as I find myself a crystal ball

Tell me, tell me where I'm going
I don't know where I've been
Tell me, tell me, won't you tell me
And then tell me again
My heart is breaking, my body's aching
And I don't know where to go
Tell me, tell me, won't you tell me
I've just got to know

Crystal ball
Oh, there's so many things I need to know
Crystal ball
There's so many things I've got to know
Crystal ball
Won’t ya tell me please before I go
Crystal ball

Wow this song just speaks to me.
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[26 Dec 2005|02:58am]
Too much drama. Drama has the nerve to almost kick my ass on christmas day. I know one thing for certain drama wont stop me from loving her. No matter what happens I will always conquer.
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[21 Dec 2005|11:09pm]
I am quitting kroger finally after 7 months. I'm tired of kissing ass for all those yupies. Plus blaze says in 3 weeks i can start training for this computer job making 9 bucks an hour I'd rather make 9 bucks an hour doing computer stuff than sacking for 5 bucks for dumbasses.

Weird things happened today... Apparently my mom encountered a burgler inside our house who happens to look like some guy named eric I met last night with Blaze. This guy named eric happened to be going to Austin today. He happened to steal blazes/my laptop. So my shit almost got robbed and blazes shit got stolen. Eric seemed like a cool guy but when I first saw him I wasnt sure if I would trust him or anything.
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[16 Dec 2005|04:47pm]
Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last month I helped ichbindani across the street (6 points). In May I committed genocide... Sorry about that, forsaken_fae (-5000 points). In January I ruled Canada as a cruel and heartless dictator (-700 points). In November I punched independentwmn8 in the arm (-10 points). Last Wednesday I gave livingenfantasy a life-saving blood transfusion (50 points).

Overall, I've been naughty (-5654 points). For Christmas I deserve a lump of coal!


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this utterly sucks. How can I be that evil without the evil organization?!
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